Horrible Back Labor

It's not for everyone but the HVAC field is starving for qualified service technicians and installation experts. There is a vast difference between people who work in this trade and the minority that actually know what their doing. Diagnosing and repairing large commercial equipment is mentally and physically demanding and your rarely in the same place day to day. Top techs can earn from 40K to 60K a year and more depending on your area. I'm not saying it's all great, but it's a thought. source

Stillbirth is not particularly horrible, it is a shame and it can be traumatising but i think you are overreacting a little. Thousands of ova are not born, that does not make them dead. Stillbirth is the same, it is not actually alive when it dies as it has not exited the woman yet. source

Yea well it is no coincidence that the Blazers have been outrebounded in the majority of their games since Oden went out. The Blazers immediately went from one of the top rebounding teams in the league, to below average instantly. The only games they have outrebounded their opponent are the blowout against San Antoinio, and the Clippers game. source

Dd will be 3 next week and is very sensitive--she gets upset if she sees that I'm upset or in pain. I think that seeing me labor would distress her, and I would be worrying about how she would handle it, which could disrupt my labor. So I will be at the hospital, and she will be at home playing with grandma until after the birth. source

For fun, if they're driving you really crazy you can put the older one in charge of some aspect of the younger ones life, like driving her to meet her friends. My parents used to do this to us when they were sick of us. The time we spent fighting with each other over being driven places was a nice break for them I think. source