Maybe I'm wrong, but why do you want everything so stiff?
Some view squatting as wasted energy that could have been translated as forward motion. It depends on what you want to achieve, but I think stiff suspension in our cars is probably more suited to road driving and handling performance. Drag racing setups are probably not benefited from stiff suspension as you mention.
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What I'm I doing wrong?
Sounds like you've been loading some bad apps or themes. That's definitely unusual to go through that many devices with similar issues in that short of time. Maybe a list of all apps you use would be good, also limit your themes to just a couple extras on your device at a time.
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I'm a little numb with shock, disbelief, where did I go wrong?
Somehow this story lacks a certain ring of truth! The things you've said "He had a six figure income", "she demanded he throw you out on a freezing night" And he did? Neither of those things would be the choice of a man holding a job that affords a good income. I think we've seen you here before with another litany of unbelievable tales!
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Not sure what I'm doing wrong?
If it is extreme, as in the horse completely falling in on his shoulder, then yes, there is a reason for concern. Some OTTBs do this because their training has been so "one sided" and it is very difficult to overcome.
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Is there something wrong with me because I'm spending less time here?
When was the last time your post count was reset? If its only happened once in the past 3 months, then yes, something is wrong with you.
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